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  • Current Residence: A hicktown
  • Interests: Music, photography, writing, Los Angeles, the '80s
  • Favourite movie: Across The Universe, The Hills Have Eyes, Saw I-IX, Texas Chainsaw Masacre, 21, The Condemned, Rent
  • Favourite band or musician: Motley Crue, Sixx A.M., Avenged Sevenfold, My Chemical Romance, Panic At The Disco, and Iron Maiden
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk, heavy rock, or metal
  • Favourite artist: Gerard Way
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anything good I get my hands on
  • Favourite style of art: digital
  • MP3 player of choice: my Zune
  • Wallpaper of choice: anything with either My Chemical Romance. Motley Crue, and A7X
  • Favourite game: Trauma Center
  • Favourite gaming platform: X Box
  • Favourite cartoon character: The Angry Beavers, Invader Zim, and Squee
  • Personal Quote: The brightest stars in the sky are the souls of those you loved the most.
  • Tools of the Trade: Whatever I have on me. A napkin. A scrap of paper. A candy wrapper.

Last Day in Beach

Wed Nov 4, 2009, 4:15 PM
  • Mood: Pain
Today was my last day in Beach, North Dakota. I feel happy. I've never wanted anything more than to get out of here, and now I am. And there was even a beautiful sunset tonight, too. I take that as a good sign.

We went to Dickinson to get some stuff we need to move, like suitcases and stuff because we don't have a whole lot of suitcases. Then we came home and I had to cancel my bank account, quit my job, get my transcripts from school, and clean both my lockers out.

This afternoon was full of tearful goodbyes. I went to the store--which has been my job for four years already, and that was hard, because I've known some of them since I was a little kid. Jeff (the butcher) actually started crying. In my entire 18 years of life, I've never seen Jeff Roberts cry. Which says a lot.

Then Dolores started crying; she's been my boss for four years, and even though we've had issues, she's still a good person most of the time. That, and she's always watched out for me at work (most of the time)

Then, the worst goodbye of all. My uncle Gordie; my favorite person in the entire world. He still held me after projectile vomit hit him when I was a baby (from my mouth, of course) and he was there the first time I 'branded' a calf. He was there when my house burned down when I was 5, and he was there when his son, my cousin Cody, joked about burning down the chicken coop no less than a month after my house burned down. He was there when my grandparents died, he was there when my pets died. He's been there for everything in my life; he's more my father than my actual dad. He doesn't like to beat around the bush, so I walked in the house and put it all out on the table; that I'm moving tomorrow. He wasn't mad at me, or even upset. He just wanted me to make sure I stay safe, and that nothing happens to me bad. His next question was where the closest train station to where I'm going to be living is at. Then he hugged me. Keep in mind, my uncle Gordie is the strongest man I know; maybe not phsyically, even though he's that too, but mentally. I've hugged him before, but it was never a goodbye hug. I didn't start crying until he kissed my cheek.

In my 18 years of life, I've never seen my uncle even kiss his wife. I've hardly ever seen them hold hands or hug, either. And his own son never really got much affection out of uncle Gordie. And he's never kissed me before; not once. It's always been a comforting pat on the back, or a hug. Cheryl was always the one kissing my cheek. But tonight, uncle Gordie kissed my cheek and I lost it. Then he started crying, and it was a blubberfest. :( But it's not a permanent goodbye; he's coming out to see my graduation in June. And I'm s';posed to call him every week, and send him letters and postcards, as well as photos as often as I can.

And now I have to finish packing my room.

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:iconvanillapie:
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You can stab your little pins in that voodoo doll, i'm very sorry baby it don't look like me at all.

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:iconthe-blackest-parader:
Hello. XD

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If I was perfect, then this would be easy.
---Crossroads by Avenged Sevenfold

Party Hard! Party Hard! Party Hard!
----Andrew WK
:iconvanillapie:
Hai! :3

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You can stab your little pins in that voodoo doll, i'm very sorry baby it don't look like me at all.

:la: :la: :la: :la: :la: :la:

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:iconmcrmylifesupport:
THE RULES
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

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:iconrudeboyskunkplz::iconrudeboyskunkplz2::iconrudeboyskunkplz3: on Los Angeles. I'm glad I could share my cityscape with you. This kind of photo can only be capture on a very windy day when the smog is chased away. [link]

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:iconthe-blackest-parader:
I'm looking forward to trying to get pictures similar to this next summer, when I permanently move to Los Angeles. It's always been one of my favorite places, and it's beautiful, especially the cityscakpe.

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If I was perfect, then this would be easy.
---Crossroads by Avenged Sevenfold

Party Hard! Party Hard! Party Hard!
----Andrew WK
:iconandyserrano:
I love skyscrapers. However, it takes patience waiting for a clear day.

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:iconthe-blackest-parader:
That's something I have to learn to have when it comes to getting pictures like the one you took. But it's worth it to get such awesome results.

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If I was perfect, then this would be easy.
---Crossroads by Avenged Sevenfold

Party Hard! Party Hard! Party Hard!
----Andrew WK
:iconandyserrano:
I personally think you need to feel the emotion you want your viewers to feel when you take the photo.

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